The Sign of the Spider and the Owl

       

 

        I have been taking a break from my blog for a while because of nagging health issues and a need to focus on day to day things. I had an interesting experience recently that seems to go along with my main story arc so I think I will make a post about it. My blog is full of my paranormal, supernatural, and synchronous experiences that I have had most of my life so I wont go into too much detail about it all. I will try to summarize it and maybe add a bit of depth to certain things before including new experiences. I never intended to post about some of these things ever again. I want to move on and for my life to get better but certain experiences keep repeating so here is another dive into shadow.

        As a quick summary of what led to now I intuitively walked away from the world as much as possible years ago. I had always felt alien among others and it got to a point where I could no longer be around people. The world was fake and no one could be trusted with my trust or my heart or life. The world was under dark occupation and control and was compromised. I decided I would wait for the event and contact with the light forces and then reevaluate everything. I pushed back by asymmetric means. Much of this supernatural war is not fought in ways that are recognizable. I did what I could for myself with day to day necessities, self education, and shadow work. 

My shadow world companions      

        I have posted before about my dog Hercules which I never wanted to do again but it turns out I am not over it yet. Hercules was a very good and loving dog. When he was young he would kick and whimper in his sleep. It looked like he was having seizures. Sometimes he would wake and growl at something, like there was something very hostile in the room with him. I would try and comfort him and the way he would look at me would convince me that he was being attacked by something. He seemed afraid but angry and showed a lot of courage standing up to evil. He looked like he was glad I was there and almost asked "What the hell was that?". 

        I knew what it was because I experienced the same things. I would wake up from sleep paralysis entity attacks as well as astral battles, chases, and imprisonments and I would see into the ethereal and its dark entities. I had neurological issues and I was having the seizures too. Between that and peoples bad energy and mass entity infestation I would have trouble speaking to people and I kept my distance when possible. It was not a lack of confidence. 

        I would wake Hercules other times and say "bad dreams?" and he would whimper or become hysterical. He got so used to it that he would often just become sad and close his eyes and look down or lean his head in to be pet. He became more sluggish and slower to rise and seemed to have ups and downs with his energy. The attacks were taking a toll on his health as he suffered with me. The vet always said that everything seemed fine. He had a decent diet for my part. He loved meals I prepared for him which makes me happy. 

        One time I witnessed a soldier demon looming over him as a he whimpered in his sleep. It shot out of the house as I entered the room. It probably happened many times but I didn't catch it. It could've been the same soldier demon that I caught energy vampiring off of me years ago. It did seem like it wanted revenge back then. Their legions have a hive mind so it doesn't matter but still. I already knew what was going on but to actually see it really clarified it. The dogs were so innocent. I put some stones out to protect him and his mother Lady which did help. 

        If I was not level mentally and emotionally he would actually pass out and start whimpering and convulsing in his sleep. I had to level myself and calm down and wake him up. We were so connected at a deep level I had to watch out for him in this regard and keep myself in check for his sake. What effected him effected me and vice versa. I believe that keeping myself level is a part of my mission as we are all interconnected. I anchor a very different kind of consciousness to human society and it effects the collective consciousness. Hercules showed me when I was not level and I would readjust.

        Back in November 2023 my older sister took Hercules' mother Lady to be put down without telling me. She was sixteen and had been bad for a while but my parents wouldn't put her down. I could feel her afterwards and she felt so hurt and confused. She left that energy where she was buried for at least a month. Animal energy usually goes quickly so she probably suffered through old age. No one was there with her when she was put down. I told her I would've went and said goodbye but no one even told me. I couldn't cry for her because of the machine I had to become through all of this but I teared up and nearly did. In death she almost broke through. I think she was one reason I maintained my light through a lot of darkness. She was so innocent and special and also protective; she was with me through a lot of bad things like a major heartbreak in my teens and so much darkness and uncertainty in my twenties and I couldn't even say thank you and goodbye. I did afterwards though.         

         

The war of energy

        We had two boar hogs. My father caught three of them when they were babies but one died during the capture. They were castrated and imprisoned afterwards. I felt bad for them and tried to help take care of them. They seemed to like me. My father had lots of oysters once and after eating them for a couple of days or so we shucked as many as possible and gave some to the chickens. The hogs saw this and let out this loud whine that put into words would be something like "Hey, no fair, what about some for us!", so I scooped some up and ran it to them. I felt bad. They were so happy and appreciative that I wasn't worried about them tearing a finger off or something as they licked the oysters out of my hands. They each got a couple of handfuls. 

        A gallon of raw milk that had fermented into kefir had went a bit too far and started going bad, but just barely. I slowly poured it into the pen. The bigger hog held his head up and closed his eyes as the sour raw milk poured into his mouth. He looked like he was in pure ecstasy and I could feel it too. The other hog had his head to the floor drinking the milk that poured from the other hogs mouth like he was a raw milk fountain. They were like cartoon characters at times. It put a smile on my face.

        I felt similar to them in some ways like I was an imprisoned, castrated, and a defective male. Me and my younger brother both felt that way at times growing up in the matrix society. I had energetically strengthened the property as much as possible quietly without anyone knowing and for everything I did it was like people tried to counter it with suffering animals caged on the property. Lady had suffered into old age before being put down and the hogs were kept alive that way for far too long. The people didn't consciously do this but it was like occult warfare going on, like a war of energy, and they were influenced to do these things by the dark. 

Something out of a horror movie

        Another example of occult warfare against our property was back in October 2022. It may of started around the 17th. It was typical warm humid Florida weather and then it suddenly dropped into chilly weather. We get cold fronts but usually more in November through January. This drop happened much faster too and it surprised the weather meteorologists in the news. It had a bad energy accompanying it. There were thousands of flies gathered on our house even with an odd chilly wind. There were hundreds on every wall. They were on the windows too. We had to kill at least a hundred inside the house. None of the neighbors dealt with any flies even though with trees and fences their homes didn't get as much wind. It is as if all of the local flies from the farms came to our house to try to get out of the cold and flies come with dark energy and entities. Of course it all happened right at the energetically lightest and strongest spot for miles.

        Soldier flies and soldier demons names are not a coincidence. My father sprayed them all. We had to keep the chickens away so they didn't eat at the poisoned flies all you can eat buffet.          

        My sister and father slaughtered the boars not long after Lady's passing. I prayed and asked various light beings to make sure it was over quick. I fed them chocolate ice cream a couple of times before they died which they loved. They loved lasagna and chocolate cake ( they fought over cake once ) but the ice cream was all I could do. I do think their deaths were over quick and there wasn't any bad energy. With the three suffering animals gone my mother immediately moved in my suffering elderly grandmother, like there always had to be suffering nearby and a counterbalance to my strengthening of the property. 

       

 

Did they return?         

        Sometime in 2024 my mother purchased three silkie baby chicks. Silkies are funny looking chickens with poofy feathers on their heads and lots of feathers that look kind of like fur. She broke one of their feet somehow and it has a clubbed foot to this day. It started to become clear that two, a black and a red one with the clubbed leg, were probably roosters and the remaining blonde one was a hen. 

        She put them with a bigger silkie ( our first silkie who we named Silkie) who had shown up in the yard a while before. She looked white and black and very pretty and we had to watch out for her because the big American hens didn't like her. We had her in her own little coop where the big hens lived when they were chicks. I would open the door and squat and look inside. She would stand in front of me and open her mouth and sing to me. She loved raw meat and would often become broody, probably because she was alone. I remember holding her and placing my head gently on her when she would brood. A hawk almost swooped down and took off with her once. She ran and hid and I ran outside and yelled at the hawk and it flew away. She ran to me afterwards and I put her back into her coop. 

        She pecked at the baby silkies and wouldn't let them eat. I remember I opened the pen door and the little black silkie rooster flew out into my hand and then jumped up on my shoulder to get away from the big silkie. I would poke her with my finger and scold her until she let them eat. 

        The little silkie hen eventually died, probably from a heart attack. The two roosters, especially the black one, do not like people and they do not like most of the hens. They also seem like they have trouble mating and one has the bad leg. They do not like my father. I really wondered if it was the three boar hogs coming back to us as if they had shown up for a reason. One had died with both the hogs and also with the chickens. The castration with the hogs and the broken leg and inability to mate with the two roosters both really seemed similar. Its also something about how they look at me. If its not them then its a reoccurring theme.       

Love and loss

        During the period around summer to fall of 2024 I started feeling increasingly more and more down. I felt restless and I was lovesick over a young woman online that I had thought I had forgotten. I had developed feelings for her earlier in 2024 but told myself I have to wait for the event. Trust and love may be possible afterwards. I walked away but it came back. My grandmother had dementia and had required 24/7 care for some time. I never held it against her but I am really sensitive to energy and sound and it was really throwing me off. It wasn't her but everyone else involved.

        I had been a bit heavy since my mid twenties. I always had a little trouble with weight but I was active and kept weight off most of the time growing up; it was the nagging unexplainable health issues that were the problem. Girls still liked me. Guys would ask me for gym advice. I guess I carried the weight well. Even in my late twenties to the present I still received compliments from people or women hitting on me when I thought I looked my absolute worst. Some of it is almost unbelievable. Seeing the  certain young woman online probably made me insecure about my appearance regardless of what others thought. If there was a chance we would meet someday I wanted to look better. 

        I began having problems with my teeth as well as nagging health issues flaring up so I decided to clean my diet up somewhat and drop weight. This was also at the same time where Cobra said that major quantum and sub-quantum clearing had began from what he called the lurker; a dark entity at the deepest depths of reality tied in with and trying to mutate everything towards darkness. I really think my health issues and subsequent changes all had something to do with the clearing. I tried some things out and by December 2024 it started moving. I had redeveloped feelings for the young woman mentioned before but I pushed through some very negative feelings and kept my routine going for the most part.

        I felt really bad three days before Hercules died around February 20th, 2025. I had to force myself to eat even a small meal daily like I knew something was coming. I was even guided to certain astrology tarot videos online where a major loss like loss of a loved one was predicted three days before. I didn't pay as much attention to the part where it said loss of a close pet is very likely at this time. We had lost some chickens that winter which I considered for that one. When I heard loss of a loved one I thought things were hopeless and over with the young woman online but my interpretation was way off. 

        I walked Hercules those last three nights and he seemed a bit off which had happened many times. On our last lap two nights before, he hesitated like he wanted to go back home but I coaxed him on. The final night on the last lap of our last walk he hesitated but then pushed forward on his own as if saying "okay lets do one last lap". He loved walking but I think he did it for me. I cried a bit on the last part. I think I am over it and then something happens and it comes up. It becomes relevant to the story soon. Hercules died three days later; it was such a shock. I had a deep emotional and psychic bond with him and it was just cut off all of a sudden. I didn't have anyone else.

        

         

They remember who helped them

        I was lying down in the yard on some exercise mats the day after Hercules died. I had my eyes closed and I felt very ungrounded and empty. I felt weight on top of my left leg. I looked down and the black silkie rooster, now full grown and with a big purple nose over his beak, was standing on my leg. He looked like he was trying to be protective of me and was keeping watch. The red one with the bad leg was standing next to me doing the same. I sat up and held both of them. They knew something was wrong and never did this. 

        In April I saw the young woman online and got the thought for some reason that she was going dark and I had a bad feeling about it but tried to ignore it. I didn't feel right. What if I found out she was harmed after and I could've told her to be more careful just in case but didn't. I had another strange experience involving our chickens right after and I decided to tell her at the risk of sounding crazy. I made a couple of posts about it some time later, published them, and went to sleep. I woke up feeling better and I went outside. 

        The silky roosters were close to the back patio of the house with the older white silkie. I went to sit down in the grass. The roosters ran right over to me and let me pick both of them up. They never do that. It is as if these various animals, wild or domesticated, are here to be with us in this supernatural war. They may be the boar hogs. The collective animal soul can have parts that began to individuate and evolve faster. These souls life paths may bring them to people as pets or animals that repeatedly show up in the yard or a park or like the hogs being captured and imprisoned near people.

Something in his eyes

        By summer 2025 I had lost close to thirty pounds, gained a bit of muscle, and improved on certain lifts. Nagging health issues like dental carries, scoliosis, bad joints, and vision blurring had made improvements. I went from bad neck, shoulders, and wrists to doing chin ups and dips with forty five pounds added to me and little pain. I had a bad leg before and I was squatting 225 pounds with little pain. My mother wanted a new dog. She looked online and found a puppy that looked nearly identical to Hercules. I wondered if it was him because it does happen. They can come back very quickly as a different animal. He reminds me of him so much but he will probably be a bit more robust. Hercules was very emotionally sensitive and had very sensitive paws.

        In August I took part in mass meditations and even got some support from various metaphysical channels for it. At some point in August and especially into September I started feeling very down. I did not want to exercise or do much of anything. I started eating more. I still did a workout here and there but was eating too much. I had no control over it. I made some progress in getting a handle on things in November but I had put on ten pounds by then. My spine curves a bit to the side in my neck and in my middle and low back. This had really been bothering me out of nowhere too. I feel like these things are being triggered by something to derail my progress. I will get things back on track because what else can I do? 

 

 

        I also want to include here that I have had strange vampire dreams that included the people from my previous vampire post. I haven't seen any of them since I was a child but the subject along with many other things has been draining at times. One dream was at my childhood home and they seemed friendly. There were quite a few of them and we walked around in the house and talked. I don't remember much of the other one. They happened in early December.         

The sign from the spider

        On December 2nd around 1:30 AM I saw a large spider in the kitchen in front of the oven. With its legs outstretched it was about the size of a quarter. I cant leave them alone because I have tried that and the spiders will literally cross the entire house and find their way into my bedroom. I will feel them coming and look at my door only to see them running underneath it. I have to throw them out or kill them. I had things to do and I still wanted to walk the dog and things kept coming up. I moved slowly and quietly and grabbed a red plastic bowl from a drawer nearby. It didn't move. 

        The clang from the bowl hitting the tile floor would of been noisy and there were people sleeping in the house so I grabbed a tall plastic cup instead. I quickly covered him with the cup and got a thin booklet and slid it under the cup and then turned it over. The spider sat in the bottom of the cup to one side with half of its legs up on the wall of the cup. It all went very smoothly like it stood there and almost let me do it. Some people call it a flow state as if things are happening for a reason. 

        I set it on the counter top and did some dishes and other things. I noticed 1:44 on the stove top clock. I put on my shoes, grabbed the cup and a flashlight, and went out back. I made sure the back patio door didn't slam because again my parents were sleeping. I didn't want to set it right outside and it come right back in so I went out back behind the house and behind the backyard garage. I was going to throw it in the field behind the garage right where Hercules was buried but I stopped as I got to the burial spot. I decided to bring it back a bit closer to the side of the garage where it could hide from predators amongst our pineapple plants and plant pots. It would have more a of a chance. 

        I used to go and visit Hercules' grave in that field. I would say I was sorry for the hits he took for me and that I was happy I fed him good food and walked him. I wished I had been better to him. I felt like his health deteriorated because of me and I felt responsible and it would make me cry sometimes. It felt like my little brother had been murdered by demons. I would say goodnight to Hercules and I did this every night for at least a couple months. I would ask the Pleidians and other light beings while in tears why I had to be here alone. I also went back after we got the new dog to ask if it was him. I hadn't been there in months. I went back out of curiosity while in a flow state. 

        I didn't feel as bad but the same thing happened again and I did cry a bit. I said I missed him and I apologized. I was looking up at the sky and the stars ( there may of been a partial moon ) and I asked if he had come back as the new dog and then I said goodnight. I put the cup and booklet back inside, put a leash on the dog, and started our walk. 

        We walked out of the back patio and made our way towards the gravel driveway that runs along  the border of ours and a neighbors property. The neighbor has quite a few trees behind a small fence along the driveway. As we started taking the gravel driveway down to the road where we walk I had this feeling of being in a flow state. It was subtle and I didn't consciously think this but I had a certain feeling. If I had to put it into words it was taking this new dog for a walk like I would Hercules, as well as the possibility that it was him. 

         

         

 Is this the owl's answer?

        From my right a large owl flew low overhead from one of the closest trees in the neighbors yard. It was so close to us. We could hear a rush in the air and the flapping of its wings as we looked up and watched. It had a slightly curved flight path. It went from the neighbors yard, crossed above over the driveway and continued over the trees in our yard and disappeared over the roof of our house. The dog and I watched its flight overhead just as Hercules and I had done before on multiple occasions. Hercules and I may of seen the same owl before. 

        I said the word "owl" to the dog. Hercules new what that word meant by their appearance and by their calls and it reminded me so much of those times like it was the same. I couldn't tell what type of owl but probably Barred and if not then a Screech owl. This is one of my most recent shamanistic experiences. It really hit me as a sign. It could be Hercules. It seemed like it was all timed and fated: The spider and being sidetracked, the 1:44 on the clock, taking extra time and being merciful to the spider. The spider and owl symbolism is complex so maybe another time. Is it really Hercules? 

        I had not been exercising or walking for weeks and made a decision to start. Around 11:30 PM on Tuesday December 16th, right before it turned midnight of the 17th, I took the new dog for a walk to try out a training collar. I walked him around the yard including outback where Hercules is buried. He wouldn't leave the spot and kept sniffing the ground. Maybe he smelt something there from our chickens or some rabbits or something but it was still interesting. I told him a little about Hercules, more to myself I guess, and said it was where he was buried. I apologized to Hercules and started tearing up. His death changed me. I cant believe I still cry about it. I told the new dog that it might be him in his previous life buried there and I asked again like before if he had come back. As we walked away the thought 'I would walk the new dog regardless' passed through my mind. It was good for him and for me. 

        The training collar worked pretty well. We did a lap in a part of the rural suburb where I had walked Lady and Hercules before. As we ended the first lap I heard loud owl hooting a couple of times from a cluster of trees on the cow pasture nearby, probably a barred owl, and I said "owl" to the dog to familiarize him with it. It reminded me of Hercules. We got back home and started our second lap, passing by some of the large open yards on both sides of the rural suburb again. As we continued the houses began to end and the fenced in cow pasture from before started to the left. Power lines ran along the fence held up by old wooden poles and a ditch sat between the fence and road. I was thinking of the young woman online being happy and I felt pretty happy; I felt almost like we were walking together for some reason. 

        In front of me to my right on the other side of the road from the pasture was the last neighbors house before a wooded area started, the same woods where I had some of my owl experiences. In the small front yard were oak trees with bushes and tall grass around their trunks which obscured much of the house and yard from view, especially at night. A side dirt road next to the house ran into the woods.

        I noticed ahead up on the power lines right where I had found the two small owls in the road in owl experiences I could see the dark silhouette of a large owl perched. It must of flown from trees in the pasture to the lines and was probably the one hooting before. We heard no more hooting so it was probably the only one out during our walk. As we got closer we passed the neighbors house and began past the wooded area. I could tell the dog was looking at the owl. The dog began tilting his head up to watch it as we walked closer and eventually underneath it. I said "owl" to him again and shined the light on it. It was a barred owl with dark beady circles for eyes and fairly large for the area. This may of been the same one from earlier in the post and Hercules and I had probably seen him before too. One of the owls I had found in the road right there was a barred owl. 

        We kept walking and when we turned around to finish the lap it flew off from the power lines in front of us and curved towards the neighbors house from earlier. There is a small oak that grows out of the woods right next to the dirt road on the neighbors property. The top of the tree is visible and almost hangs over the road. The top of its trunk is made of a handful of branches that grow together but up and outwards. As we passed by it I shined my flashlight up into its top and found the owl within the branches moving its wings around, maybe cleaning itself. It looked down and stared at me with its very dark penetrating eyes. We did two more laps and went home. Was this another sign? 

        Early morning on Thursday December 18th around 1 AM I was walking the dog again. I had been thinking pretty dark thoughts about a lot of things and little things not working out were not helping. I had wanted to order things from two main sellers for Christmas in early December but I held off for about a week. 

        I decided then I would talk to the sellers and order what seemed like the best deal. One of their messages ended up in my spam folder which I did not check for two days. Then they took a while getting back to me each message before they stopped communicating over about a week so now I was two weeks into December. I found that they had doubled the price of the item I wanted when they ceased communication, so I went to the other seller and ordered two items from them. They took a while and got back to me that the main item had been sold a while back and they forgot to take it down from their site. They apologized and offered a refund and an even bigger discount then they were already offering but its just strange with everything else that happens to me. My mother took my chicken thighs I had thawing and put them in the freezer. When asked about it she accused me of eating her chicken thighs which I also found in the freezer. 

       

        During the walk we passed the wooded area. As it ends there is a spot where the woods hang over some grass and cattle fencing. Its across the road from the cow pasture. This spot is where I set the owls I had found in the road and also where the baby owls used to sing to me and Hercules, as well as the fence on the side with the pasture. On one of the wood posts of the fence was perched a baby owl. It was probably the same one that showed up for me and Hercules before he passed as well as for me afterwards. I stopped with the new dog and listened but it did not sing to us. I walked to the half way point of our lap and came back to it and I mimicked the owl singing but it still did not sing to us. On our next lap it was gone. I am unsure of what this means but I had a feeling it wasn't good. I hope its not the painful ending of something or a death. 

        I wanted to get this post out days ago but I felt it wasn't ready. Two more owl experiences happened and I feel they were supposed to make it into the post. 

Lately I have been thinking of Separate Ways by Journey for some reason. That guy has a powerful voice. I want to love my special person in a better world. Also If I Was Your Vampire by Marilyn Manson and a Queen song called Who Wants To Live Forever. There are so many Magyars there. Here is the album version.

        Below are posts from the days surrounding the experience with the flies; taken from my paranormal decade journals. They involve owls, vampires, spiders, the experience with the flies, synchronous numbers, The Elder Scrolls, and the show Stranger Things:

Wednesday October 19th, 2022

I am writing this down late. It happened on either Monday October 17th or Tuesday the 18th. I am leaning towards the 18th but it doesnt matter. I had a Jones soda with my breakfast. I only eat once a day so I have some good food and Jones has cane sugar instead of corn syrup so its not as bad. They have messages under the cap and the message was 'Turn it up to 11'. It is a bit of a joke like if something was on a scale of 1 to 10 and it says 11, which is higher than the highest something is supposed to go. I interpreted it differently. I saw the 11:11 synchronicity in it like my internal alarm clock experience or the frequently seen 11:11 that people see as they start to wake up. I have seen 11:11 and certain other numbers many times.

I have also been watching the show stranger things. One of the main characters, named L or El I believe, was born with strange abilities and was a part of government programs which appeared to be mind control. She was also held hostage by them. Her number in the programs was 11 and it really stood out to me in the show. Another character has abilities and a bad interaction with an archon network like demonic interdimensional intelligence. Both characters have trouble with normal day to day life as I have. I believe I have been an archon network hostage and prisoner and possibly more. I have experienced similar things to both characters.


Thursday October 20th, 2022

My family has killed thousands of flies at our house the last two days. Its like a mini plague. The temperature dropped the morning of the 18th which was great but an enormous amount of flies tried to get into our house. They were probably trying to get in from the wind and because its a bit more warm inside of our house. Why did the neighbors not have this problem? Their houses get more coverage from the wind from trees and fences. As far as I know it was mostly our house that dealt with this. They were covering some of the screens to the patio and house windows. My father used spray to kill many outside and we probably swatted a hundred or more in the house just on the 18th alone. They couldnt fly fast because of the cold. Its not unheard of but its strange weather for south Florida in October. No matter how chilly it gets it is never common to have to spray a thousand or more flies on the outside of the house. There was a bad energy accompanying all of this too.

On the 19th I was moving some furniture around and I laid down on the floor to get a different perspective of the room because I am strange and noticed under one piece of furniture it had an ink stamp that said EL. I immediately thought of the character El in the show stranger things which I have been watching. I am on season 4 and she is having a rough time in the public school system. I had some bad times in school myself.

That same night I let my parents dogs out and went back inside. The stove clock was at 11:11 a number I see often. I was in the process of ordering products from tachyonis and I took this as I am on the right path. After midnight which was technically the 20th I went to get my laundry from the washing machine into the dryer and noticed the stove clock was at 1:17 am, a number I see often. Later my parents dog was having a nightmare and I was about to go get the laundry from the dryer. The clock said 1:43. I woke up and petted the dog to comfort him. I got up and passed the clock. 1:44, another number I often see.


Friday October 21st, 2022

I played Skyrim in the early morning. On one of the dawnguard missions I had to seek out a moth priest. A vampire named Sarana showed up to help us which was strange because the dawnguard want to kill vampires or at least drive them out of skyrim. The vampire wanted to help me but I turned her down and did not trust her. I was actually very disgusted by her and the idea. I was thinking about the show stranger things. I walked inside my home and my mother was doing laundry. The load had 11 minutes left reminding me of the previous theme of 11 or El from stranger things and the repeating number synchronicities like 11:11. I wasnt going to walk my parents dogs but I decided to around 11 pm. We saw two Screech Owls on the walk. One was on some hanging power lines so it was fairly close to the road. The other was a bit higher up. They really stood out. I have heard owls in the distance at night for a while along with coyotes but I havent seen owls in a long time, probably months, so I think its significant. They can be a symbol of death and rebirth, change, seeing beyond deceit and masks, wisdom, and other things.


Saturday October 22nd, 2022

In the early morning after midnight I played skyrim again. It was another dawnguard mission. It involved the vampire Sarana's family so I accepted her help this time. We crossed skyrim and entered her families castle. There was a portal underneath the castle which we used to enter into this disturbing realm to find her mother who had an elder scroll. Bonnie astrology had a general reading and what her reading said for my signs was trusting what someone says and giving them a chance. Also accepting their help and hearing them out and believing them as well as travel and relationship stuff. Vampires have been a bit of a theme for me lately and the gaming has been this way too.

I have been borrowing some things of my younger brothers for a while and decided to buy them from him. He needed the money so it helped both of us. I was communicating with a targeted individual online and gave him some advice. It was on discord and they have this dumb leveling up feature. After my advice I leveled up to 11, which has been a reoccurring number for days ever since I decided to buy some products from tachyonis.

 

Saturday October 29th, 2022

I finished watching Stranger Things. It has a lot of predictive programming. A demonic realm with entities that have a hive mind, government black projects run by the US and soviet union including mk ultra type projects, remote viewing, spider entities with mind control abilities, and many others. One person, 001, involved in the projects may not even have a human soul like some of the cabal people. He is a psychopath in human form and in the demonic realm a powerful demon. He uses peoples traumas against them as a weapon and uses mind control to manipulate and guilt trip them. This is a main way the archon network enters into and controls people outside of etheric implants is through peoples traumas. The plot of course makes him a somewhat sympathetic character, at least in his childhood, but his monologue in episode 7 is loaded with predictive programming and odd references to the chimera and archon network running the world as well as eugenics.

Like other fiction they make an argument that humans are a plague and modern life is fake but they leave out that it was created that way by the archon network. Then the characters representing the archon network portray themselves as superior to humans and try to reinforce that humans deserve it. Agent smiths interrogation or morpheus in the matrix is similar. Read 001s monologue for yourself.

"Like you, I didn't fit in with the other children. Something was wrong with me. All the teachers and the doctors said I was…"Broken," they said. My parents thought a change of scenery, a fresh start in Hawkins, might just cure me. It was absurd. As if the world would be any different here. But then… to my surprise, our new home provided a discovery. And a newfound sense of purpose. I found a nest of black widows living inside a vent. Most people fear spiders. They detest them. And yet, I found them endlessly fascinating. More than that, I found a great comfort in them. A kinship.

Like me, they are solitary creatures. And deeply misunderstood. They are gods of our world. The most important of all predators. They immobilize and feed on the weak, bringing balance and order to an unstable ecosystem. But the human world was disrupting this harmony. You see, humans are a unique type of pest, multiplying and poisoning our world, all while enforcing a structure of their own. A deeply unnatural structure. Where others saw order, I saw a straitjacket. A cruel, oppressive world dictated by made-up rules. Seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks, months, years, decades. Each life a faded, lesser copy of the one before. Wake up, eat, work, sleep, reproduce, and die. Everyone is just waiting. Waiting for it all to be over. All while performing in a silly, terrible play, day after day.

I could not do that. I could not close off my mind and join in the madness. I could not pretend. And I realized I didn't have to. I could make my own rules. I could restore balance to a broken world. A predator…but for good. As I practiced, I realized I could do more than I possibly imagined. I could reach into others, into their minds, their memories. I became an explorer. I saw my parents as they truly were. To the world, they presented themselves as good, normal people. But like everything else in this world, it was all a lie. A terrible lie. They had done things, Eleven. Such awful things. I showed them who they really were. I held up a mirror. My naive father believed it was a demon cursing them for their sins. But my mother somehow knew. Knew it was I who was holding up that mirror,"