Mid July

        I just wanted to make a brief mid July update after posting about the 12 21 mass meditation. I will probably take part because what do I have to lose. The boosters and main meditation are only 20 minutes each. If the time zone for you is inconvenient you can pull up the guided meditation videos on youtube and do the meditations hours before or even the previous day or with the intention of it counting during the main meditation. It will even work hours later after the meditations. 

        I have been busy doing day to day things. Of course I have been seeing the usual synchronistic numbers like 1:17 and 1:44. I have also been seeing what some call twin flame numbers multiple times a day for weeks now like 11:11, 11:17, 7:17, and others. 4 and 7 numbers have been showing up quite a bit like 4:00, 4:04, 4:10, 4:44 as well as with 7's too. I have seen these on and off since 2010 but they show up in different combinations and these are some of the latest. I was on the household computer and the desk was cluttered. A notebook was pressing on the keyboard number pad so when I clicked on the search bar, numerous zeroes started filling the search bar. The zeros can have interesting meanings in numerology. I think this has been where I have been for a while now.  

        I also thought of John Dee, the original 007, who was Queen Elizabeth's top occultist. He was a master of occult science, math, astronomy, and also ran spy rings for the Queen. This was during the 1500's or 1600's, I am not sure, and Spain raised the Spanish armada to invade Britain. The cabal cults running the Vatican and much of Europe were suppressing the Renaissance with the Jesuit run inquisition and they were bringing it to protestant Britain. It ended up being the Freemasons in Europe and foreign colonies, some in Catholic countries but more in protestant countries like britain, who would continue the Renaissance and reformation expansion of math, science, art, tech, and philosophy. 

        So John Dee told Elizabeth that if they could hold off the armada long enough, a storm would come and save them. A powerful storm arrived and disabled and sank many of the Spanish ships. The English had fewer ships and they were smaller but they were maneuverable and underestimated. The English lit their ships on fire and sailed them right into the remaining armada as the English sailors jumped off of the sides and into the English channel. It caused fires and chaos amongst the armada with ships crashing into each other and spreading fires. Britain was spared. 

        He used to sign his name 007. The mainstream interpretation is that he wanted the zeroes to represent his eyes for the queen and the seven for luck and alchemy. I think he wanted the amplification and potential of the zero's, not one zero but two for further amplification and the power of 7 as well, all within three digits. 00, 7, and 3 and as a master occultist he chose the number carefully.

https://numerologist.com/meanings/numbers-1-to-9/number-7-meaning   

           My day to day life is similar to the way its been for a while now. In regards to the certain young woman whom I have mentioned before I didn't really want to post anything else for a while because I am tired of saying the same things. I don't think anything I could do would make the situation better so I have kept distance. I am not ignoring her; what I am doing I am doing out of necessity. I love to see her face when her videos pop up in my youtube feed. I don't have any feelings for anyone else. I have been waking up thinking about her and I feel it is fated. She is beautiful and I still love her but I am not going to try and make something happen because it doesn't feel right and would probably make things worse. I think that whatever happens with me and my situation changing will come down in part to timing and patience. The only choice seems to be shadow work, growth, and the higher ups pulling through and liberating the world from darkness.