Interesting Start to November

        It has been continuously raining here in South Florida. Our rainy season is usually from July to August. Its common to get a normal morning but into the afternoon the sky will become overcast. A thunderstorm will quickly move in with rain. It can happen for a few days to a week straight and then it clears up for a few days to a week. The ground dries up and people can mow their lawns and do things outside. We can get some rain earlier in June and even into September somewhat too but its a little different and not as frequent. This year we had normal rain in July and August but it continued through September. We are most likely to get hurricanes in August and September but not this year. 

        As we entered October the rains continued but became more and more frequent, almost daily. It became daily heavy rain with heavy winds. The yard was constantly soggy in the high spots and flooded in the lower spots and I could only mow the higher spots if the rain stopped for a day or two which barely happened. It seemed to get worse the second half of October and it continued into November. It poured much of Sunday November 1st. It stopped early morning on the 2nd. 1:43 and 1:44 AM stood out to me before I walked the dog. My sleep is often erratic so its common for me to walk in the early AM. 

        We went our normal route with neighbors homes on each side of us; fairly far back from the road in their huge rural suburban yards. One side opened up into a cow pasture. On the other was an older home a bit closer to the road and surrounded by woods. This is the same area where I have had numerous owl experiences. We passed the home and continued walking. The woods on that side of the road were stretching out over the pavement. The ditch on the other side was flooded almost up to the road and part of the pasture appeared to be flooded too. 

        I passed by the spot where two owls came to me and died just two weeks apart from one another. Not far ahead of this spot, maybe twenty feet ahead I shined my flashlight and saw that the road was flooded. In front of the flooded road was a light tan object. I was pretty sure of what it was. As I walked the dog closer I saw that I was right. It was an owl. It flew up to a power line just over the flooded pasture fence. The dog, who I think may be my deceased dog Hercules reincarnated, noticed it as well. It could be one of the same owls that he and I have seen before and maybe even Hercules and I saw the same owl years ago too. It was a barred owl with beady eyes and light sandy feathers. 

        I walked past it and checked the road. It was flooded enough that I didn't want to get my shoes soaked. I also didn't want a wet dog smell in the house later so we did our laps in the other direction. I looked at the owl one last time and went back the other way. On our last lap I went back to the flooded spot and started back home. We got back to the house surrounded by woods. The owl flew from the trees in front of the neighbors house right in front of the dog and I. It flew over the pasture towards some large trees. As we headed home we could hear it hooting, perched in the large trees on the pasture. I went for a while with few owl sightings so this was really nice. I have been getting a feeling that I will not be able to continue life the way I have been. I will have to make some kind of changes although of what kind I do not know. I think the flood represented that and the owl in the road in front of the flood was more confirmation.

        I was thinking about astrology during the walk. The master astrologer Robert Phoenix had an episode of one of his shows where he showed the astrology of 1920 Russia and 2020 America. The charts were identical. He talked about how Russia had an interim government after the Bolshevik revolution as the Bolsheviks were forming there own un-elected government until they took full control a bit later. People were right in the middle of an enormous change looking backwards at Tzarist Russia and looking forward into an unknown which ended very badly. In 2020 America we had covid, the great reset plan put forth by the World Economic Forum, and a controversial election. The country was never the same after. Trump was about to hand power over to a far left government that many felt was actually un-elected because of a stolen election. People were right in the middle of and looking back at how things weren't as bad years before and forward into an unknown that did not go well. 

        It poured most of the morning and afternoon on November 3rd. There was a state of emergency with flooding and a package of mine was delayed. We had power loss in late afternoon and also at night as I was leaving to go grocery shopping. Power loss here is rare outside of hurricanes. The ground was so soggy that I decided not to try and drive out and go shop because my truck probably would've gotten stuck. I felt really frustrated with it all. The power came back on but I just felt worse and worse into the early AM of November 4th. I had felt that way for a while but it was getting worse. 

        There was someone I had thought about a lot on and off since 2024 but there was so much distance and circumstances in the way that I don't really talk much about her; I don't feel like I am in a situation to change things for the better so I try to leave it alone. There was a point in early 2025 where I was in a bad way. My dog passed and I am not really close to anyone so it really hurt me. In a way he was all I had and my closest dearest friend. I had a strange experience that sort of involved her shortly after and I reached out to her. I think thats when I showed up on her radar. She became aware of me and some of my experiences and she saw that I had feelings for her. 

        I think she felt bad and empathized with me after seeing my terrible dark paranormal experiences and the loss of my pet. She may of had some feelings for me too. I think it really put her on the spot out of nowhere and maybe even made her feel guilty and I don't feel right about it. I don't think it was fair to her. I feel like before she realized what was going on she became tangled up in all kinds of evil shit that I normally just deal with alone. I was not in a good way or I probably would not have reached out at all. 

        Look at my blog and the subject matter. It can be difficult for people to understand me or communicate with me. I tried to open up a private communication with her to talk about it and apologize but it didn't happen. I wasn't able to understand if she was going through anything dark and try to help her with it. This is what I had been thinking about recently and I just felt the situation was hopeless.

        If she is reading this I want to apologize for what I think you have been going through. I never meant to hurt you or put you on the spot like that. I didn't intend for it to be that way. I still have feelings for you and I love you. I can't promise when but I want to meet you. I would love to have a great life with you but not just yet.

        On November 4th I got some sleep in the afternoon. There hadn't been much rain on the 4th and my package arrived. It was great and maybe I will say what it was someday. Around 6PM at sunset going on dusk I saw a barred owl, probably the same one from before on the power lines in front of the house. I felt like it was connected to the previous sighting and also how I was feeling the night before. I went grocery shopping that night. I was loading my groceries in the truck and for some reason I though of guitar riffs that sound like the guitar riff on Sing for the Moment by Elton John. It was around 9 PM. 

        I got in the truck and put on the classic rock station out of curiosity and Sing for the Moment was actually playing; yet another eerie synchronicity. As I drove home the song ended. I switched stations and Iris by The Goo Goo Dolls was ending, and because of the young woman mentioned previously yet another eerie synchronicity. 

        That night just past 12:30 AM, so technically November 5th, I walked the dog. I was still feeling pretty hopeless about a lot of things and called on light beings for assistance. I also do this to level myself. I told them the young woman's name and asked to check up on her and help her in any way possible and too keep her safe. I was asking them to help me with certain things too and as I ended our first lap and returned towards the house to start the second we saw a barred owl, probably the same one from before fly from our neighbors yard and land on the power lines in front of the house. Its the same spot where I found a dead hawk on the ground once. 

        The dog saw the owl too and he is starting to catch on to what it means when I tell him "owls", just like Hercules. The weather has been clearing up and I have been watching some movies and TV shows I haven't seen in a while. One being the show Dark which I haven't seen since 2020 I think. I am almost done with season 1. A message I get from the show is that things happen for a reason...and your son could go back in time and become the husband of a woman you have an affair with later on, not realizing it was your son that she is married to the entire time. It kinda' makes you think doesn't it. Just trying to lighten this post up with some humor. Until next time.