The Six Becomes Four

        I am dealing with technical issues so I will probably keep this short. I am not a big fan of electronics for reasons which I will post about some other time. They have pretty bad energy by design from dark cabal occultists. I have ways of blocking a lot of it and the difference is very noticeable. A few years ago I bought a new computer because my few laptops were dinosaurs but the new one was broken out of the box. I didn't even really want it in the first place but it seemed like a responsible purchase. I took it as a sign and made the dinosaurs work. My blog posts were typed on them. I am typing on the last dinosaur and its dying. 

        I made a post a while back about one of the first twenty of our hens dying that we called bossy bird or mother hen at times. She died back on March 7th. We also had a hen named Tiny who passed in 2025. She was a funny little bird and after she passed for some time I could say "Where is Tiny?", and the hens would look around for her. One time as they went into their coop at night I said it to them and mother hen looked at me and then looked up and pecked at a gray hen who was perched up in the coop as if saying here she is. 

        We never named this particular hen. She was a little mean looking and when our black silkie rooster tried to fight her once she beat him up and pulled a feather from his wing. She wasn't mean but she didn't fully trust people and did not like being picked up and held or even pet. I still liked her. The week before April 26th it was apparent that the hen was not doing very well. There was a red hen that seemed to be declining in health too. They were all getting old. I laid in the grass with them for a little while over a few days. I pet them and thanked them and told them that I was sorry and I wish they could live with us forever. I never got to hold or pet her much before but she really seemed to soften up and didn't mind it. She died on April 26th. I buried her in the early morning of the 27th. I thanked her and buried her next to mother hen. I believe I heard an owl off in the distance. 

        The sick red hen died on the 27th and was buried in the early morning of the 28th next to the other two. The way life can be and the way people can treat each other, it is a blessing to feed and take care of animals who just love you for it. They cannot be as programmed nearly as much as people and pets and even livestock have probably done a lot of good for people. Of our original twenty plus hens, the six remaining hens had become four. I have been seeing 4's alot too. On clocks I see 4:00, 4:04, and 4:44 all the time. I hit play on youtube videos and pause them, usually to do something really quick. I come back to watch the video and see I paused at 0:04. While making this draft it says published at 4:44 AM. My sleep is usually sporadic so I go through phases where I am up at night and get some sleep when I can.

        One of the four hens was a light red hen with a bloodshot eye. She was always somewhat friendly. Her health seemed to be declining going into May. She was moving slowly and wouldn't eat treats. 

        On May 14th I got her to eat some melon which I took as a good sign. I was cleaning my room in the early morning of the 15th while a youtube video played in the background. It was about a meeting with your own soul and two points on your journey converging. I noticed a tiny spider by the doorway. It reminded me of my previous post with the sign of the spider and owl. It was also around 3:21 AM, a number I used to see frequently. The spider just stopped. I walked towards the doorway and stepped over it and it did not move. It seemed like it was waiting and it was supposed to happen, just like the previous experience, but the feeling was more mild and subtle. I got a paper cup from the bathroom and came back to find the spider still waiting.

        I cupped it and took it outside. I brought it to the same spot as the last spider behind our garage, set it down, and told it "Good luck". I walked to where our dogs were buried and I said hello to Hercules again. Although I became a bit emotional I didn't tear up like last time. I said I was sorry for the way he died and the dark attacks on him and I thanked him. He went through a lot of bad times with me and I believe it was one of his reasons for incarnating; I didn't have to go through it all alone. The chickens were probably the same but maybe to a lesser degree. I thanked him if he had come back as our new dog. As I did, ducks flew overhead while making this high pitched chirp to each other. It was silent and then it came out of nowhere. I don't feel it was coincidence. I came in to finish the video and next to the screen my digital clock said 3:33.

        I kept this brief but maybe I will make lengthy posts again at some point.